Thursday, October 23, 2008
This week feels like I have stepped into the past. Part of me thinks I should be more careful, lest I don't learn from past mistakes and get myself all broken again. But the other part says, fuck it. I want this. I want this. I want you.
# sing me something soft @
1:03 AM
0 sang
Sunday, October 19, 2008
My life is awesome. However, two ways it could be improved: 1.) A job that gives me thirty hours a week instead of four.* 2.) Makeouts.** *Because I will never be able to save up enough to move out with this stupid job I have now.
**I accept the fact that I am going to die a virgin, but goddammit it has been almost a year since I've kissed anyone. Two and a half years since it actually meant something.
# sing me something soft @
11:43 PM
0 sang
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I will ask myself, "How badly do I want this?" I really want this.My bed isn't big enough for two people but it still feels lonely when I wake up.
# sing me something soft @
4:06 PM
0 sang
Monday, October 6, 2008
Today I had an amazing realization. I thought, what is the worst thing that has happened all year? And when I realized what it was, not only did I really it really wasn't that bad but when I compared it to the worst thing that happened to me last year, it barely even rated in the history of bad things that have happened in my life. And even though it sucked A LOT at the time and I cried plenty because of it, there was some good that came out of it. This probably makes absolutely no sense at all because I'm being incredibly vague about these events. Let's put it this way: Last year - horrible life altering family tragedy. This year - a boy was stupid and made me cry. I can deal with that! Because otherwise, my life is fucking awesome. GO TEAM 2008! (I'm seriously considering getting a really cheesy 2008 tattoo. I figure I should have one stupid one. I can't help that I make such awesome, tasteful and meaningful tattoo choices.)
# sing me something soft @
12:28 AM
0 sang
Friday, October 3, 2008
Item: I am really a fan of Illustrator, even if my graphic design teacher is pretty much fail at you know...teaching. At least she has realized this and is now going to spend the next week actually teaching us how to do everything that I already figured out on my own. Item: I am no longer a whiny sack of miserabilia! Huzzah! (Thank you for being just enough of a jackass that I could finally get over you.) Now accepting applications for cute nerdy boys who like holding hands and making out, those in love with their own misery need not apply. Item: I have been made of stress lately, and apparently not all of it was to be blamed on the opposite gender. However, I made things and was reminded just how fucking AWESOME my life actually is.
# sing me something soft @
12:27 AM
0 sang
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