why was i ever stupid enough to think you were worth all this? you don't respect me, you don't take me seriously. to you i am a joke. i am the person you look at and think, atleast i'm not them. so why the hell did i think it was worth it trying to get back into your good graces. i was looking forward to this weekend as a chance to get away from you and now you know what? i'm done. fuck you.